A Kinda boring saturday off day.... Accompanied Nana while she is having her tuition. Wait for Anata come back from servicing and send mi home.

Was planning to watch "The next three day" but moi sis check on the wrong location of the cinema that is showing so we ended up watching Nania instead. Was pretty fun. Enjoyed her company. Anata went to wedding tonight. I was surfing fb and playing game in the cinema. I wasn't really concentrating. I saw anata posted a comment saying "Dance,wine n good food! Having wedding dinner at grand hyatt hotel..I'm so happy for them n yet sadness filled me at e same time!" After that he told mi that he wanna go for a drink with his fren. He always tried to avoid drinking or going to this type of places so if he finally made up his mind to go this typ of places, means he is either really sad or bcos of peer pressure. Guess he is really up sad but i felt so useless. Now i realised, how much i dun know bout him. I felt that he is still a total stranger to mi. He never really tell mi how he felt bout stuff. He can talk to other ppl more fluently then talking to mi. I felt that when his gaze turned to mi, he just mute. Dun know what to say or wat can he say. I felt like a stranger to him. All the others knows what is going on. But mi as his anata, knows nothing. I felt like i'm just another of his fb fren. that's all...

How much time should i give myself?i should start thinking using moi head and not moi heart anymore... not anymore... When you’re in love make sure you really are in love and not just in love with the idea of being in love. Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

I really want to love somebody. I do. I just don't know if it's possible forever and ever.

Sealed Wif a Kiss~