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Troubled

Flew into your heart on~ Friday, November 19, 2010
I really do not want to start a blog with a title like this but this is just what i am feeling right now.

The reason i start this blog is bcos recently i have lots of pent up emotion that i can't find anyone to pour out to.

Firstly, i'm been through a break up with moi ex of 2 years, 3 months ago. During this period I've been through moi worst and that is wat makes mi who i am now. Should i say, more independant? Though i really love to have someone that i can rely on moi everything but currently i still haven't comfirm whether he is the right one just yet.

When i agreed to be in a relationship, I'll try moi hardest to fulfill moi the other half. I really hate to scared of love again. But that is what i'm feeling right now.
Feelings of uncertainty, scared of being hurt again. What if i see him as moi forever but he just only wanna spend his free time? I dun wanna waste moi time but yet, only god knows the truth. I hate to play guessing game and yet, that is wat i'm doing day after day.

Sealed Wif a Kiss~